The Double Standard

Ok, this is one of those whiner posts, but I want to explore this a bit.

Why is it that I seem to be the only one in my life that is not allowed any slack? I have to perform flawlessly in all situations, instantly, or the very value of my existence is questioned.

If this were a new feature, I'd be less puzzled. But over the years, I find myself constantly in a situation where my life has to consist of zero errors and others, including those who delight in holding me to these high standards, fuck up right and left and simply shrug their shoulders and move on!

Ok, so what is it about me. . .?

Will ponder that and get back to you!

What a day!

I woke up today and trundled into get my headset and iPod for my morning hum along with Wayne Dyer and it was pouring rain outside!

I've been fighting a bit of a something, sore throat, etc. and have been feeling a bit sick/cold but that pouring rain just cheered me right up! I don't know what it is. The sound of rain on a metal roof or loud enough that you can hear the splashes in the street are better than a Valium (though I've never had one, so not absolutely sure) for me.

And, since it is November 1, I've turned on the Christmas music on my iPod. What a great drive to work!